Me and Adam

I was so caught up in myself and what I thought was right that in the end I realized what I was missing the most... Yep I am admitting that I missed Adam. Me and Adam started dating in July of 2006.

We met at the beach thanks to Miles and Amanda... I didn't really mean to go to the beach and meet the man of my dreams I just thought I was goin to visit Amanda and meet Adam. On that night me and adam just hit it off and the rest is history. Me and Adam were together all the time after that. We did so much together and we have been through so much. This past couple of months I've had trouble dealing with me going off to rookie school at charlotte I was scared everything would change and i pulled away from our relationship.. Yep wrong thing to do. We started fighting and really just said and did things that wasn't what either one of us wanted... And most of that is my fault I take the blame. Adam is just like any other guy he does stuff I don't like and of course it's his fault so I thought when really it was mine. Adam isn't any other guy, he is his own person and that' why i love him so much. I'm sorry for all that. But it made me realize how much he means to me and how much I want to be with him. I wouldn't change the experience for anything it made me realized that me and Adam are soulmates and that we should be together. I did things without him and it hurt his feeling and I know that but I wanted time for myself and a summer with my family. He understood but I now wish I would have did it different. I just want everyone to know and of course Adam that I love him and that's all that matters!

I'm proud of him for all that he does and working hard on his dreams. I support him 100% and his supports me 100%.

~Ashley

New Start

Well everyone seems to think they know my business so I thought I would tell everybody where I stand. I am me and I am the only person I am worried about. I dated adam for two years and I love him more than I could have ever image but sometimes you realized you aren't getting back what you give and then you go to that person and explain and nothing is done about it. So then it is time to move on. It's not my choice but you get tired of working at something and not having that feeling that it was worth anything. So I am to the point in my life I realized I just need to be me and have fun with my friends and family and take care of myself and my family. I have the best sister and mom and dad. And of course a neice that i can't wait to spoil rotten! So I really only need to breath everyday and work hard to have a strong and promising future... Of course the friendships I have. Life is to short to worry about the big stuff just it will come it is suppose to be!

~Ashley

Hanging out!

Well it's labor day and i didn't have to work sunday or monday but my family is coming home for the App.State and LSU game! So I had some friends over on Sunday just to hangin out and watch the race! I love old times.... It's great!